The Preconceived Notion That Porn Gives You of Girls and Relationships

Hello readers of wowriot,

I'm new to blogging on wowriot and blogging in general, but this will be my first blog, with atrocious spelling and grammar. So bear with me.

Today I was talking with my girlfriend who goes away for school in the white north, so were pretty far away, 1700 km to be exact. But that sets in fine with me after a couple weeks of her being gone, so the distance isn't the problem. It's the ****** ex-fling dude she had. Long story short, she liked him, he didn't want a relationship, but wanted action, typical guy.

Well last school year, after she had asked me to stop talking to a previous girlfriend due to whorish actions on the ex's part, so I asked her to stop talking to this ******, who btw has a bad underbite kind of like Mr. Bottomtooth from family guy(no offense to people with bad underbites, I just use it as a way to make myself feel better over this guy). She told me she didn't mind not talking to him and all. I believed her. Anyways, one night I get home from a hockey game and she calls me and has "something to talk about", little did I know she was going to ask to talk to this ****** again. I ended up getting smashed that night and puking up week old fruit salad because I was so pissed off. But I got over it.

About a month later, this guy, starts asking to watch movies alone. Thinking everything is all fine and dandy my girlfriend asks me if she can watch the movie with him, alone, in her dorm room. Long story short, we argue, she wins, she watches movie alone with ******boy.

The whole time there watching this movie, alone, all that is going through my head is what she told me they had done in the past. Because even though she is dating me and doesn't want anything to do with him in that sense, I know whats really on this guys mind.

Fast-forward to tonight, when I finally asked her not to hang out with this guy alone for the sake of our relationship. We argued a bit, but I guess I won this time. She told me they won't hang out at all, which really, is fine with me, but not necessary. So she's sleeping and I'm left feeling like a jackass because I took out all my rage and depression(of her going away for school) on her.

That leads me to my point what the title pointed towards:
Porn gives you a poor preconceived notion of how girls act at clubs/when they're not with their boyfriend.

I could be wrong, but the way I see it is that from my 4-8 fap sessions a day(not as much as Nos) porn gives me an poor preconceived notion that whenever my girlfriend is out with friends, or hanging out with this guy alone, she's doing something unfaithful. I know, this brings up trust issues, and I KNOW she would NEVER consciously or soberly do anything unfaithful. But thanks to porn, I always have those thoughts of her getting railed by 4 guys and a butch girl(with a vibrating strap-on). This could also be contributed to girls gone wild, although still technically being porn(I think), it's different in a sense. As they take girls, whom most of are my girlfriends age, and bring them to a bus and get them to take they're clothes off(and quite often do more) for a mere t-shirt or a hat. I realize something is wrong with me, at least I think, is there anybody else, who made it this far, or skipped to this part who has the same kind of mind set/preconceived notion of how girls act because of porn?

SK.Hyoga's Hat!!!!

In my search for SK.Hyoga's hat, I am willing to offer a good prize for anyone who can find me the hat that SK.Hyoga is wearing in this picture. (I do know he was known as council of mages when this picture was taken, but he is currently known as SK.Hyoga)

http://www.sk-gaming.com/photo/62180



If anyone actually made it this far through the blog, thank you for sticking with me through it, any and all feedback is welcome, except for trolls (especially the "team SK" trolls"

-Realcool

EDIT: i got a working link for the picture of the hat, i could really use some help finding it